FUCK. Where's the cat?!

Well, today we had to get the water heater replaced. It's done. Yay.

I can only find one cat. The front door was open for about 3o minutes. I was watching it, but something's not right. Belle hasn't come out to stare at things and see what's going on.

If she got out, it's my fault. I couldn't catch her. I was too slow.

If she gets run over.. I think, as long as I live here, I won't want another pet.

I'm just so scared right now. I can't imagine losing her, too...

What the hell have I done to deserve this kind of horrid luck with pets?

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EDIT: Yeah. I totally just overreacted. She was hiding. She just now ran out and wanted my attention. I'm so relieved.